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    Friday, May 2nd, 2003
    9:53 am
    A survey!
    LAYER ONE
    -- Name: Jason
    -- Birthdate: April 26
    -- Birthplace: Morton F. Plant Hospital, Clearwater, FL
    -- Current Location: Out in the Sticks of Michigan
    -- Eye Color: Hazel
    -- Hair Color: Dark Brown
    -- Height: 6' 1"
    -- Righty or Lefty: Righty.
    -- Zodiac Sign: Taurus.

    LAYER TWO
    -- Your heritage: ...I never bothered to look it up.
    -- The shoes you wore today: Discolored Sketchers, size 11.
    -- Your weakness: Want friends. Good friends, people who I can talk to.
    -- Your fears: losing those I love, failure on a big task
    -- Your perfect pizza: CHEESE ME!
    -- Goal you'd like to achieve: To get thin again.

    LAYER THREE
    -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "...oh, shit, what was I on to rant like THIS?"
    -- Your thoughts first waking up: "Cat. Get off back. Stop hurting."
    -- Your best physical feature: Legs. My legs are thin, muscular, and if you just saw my legs, you'd jump on them and start humping.
    -- Your bedtime: When I either have someplace to go the next day, I'll set a time. Otherwise, it's when I crash.
    -- Your most missed memory: ....what?

    LAYER FOUR
    -- Pepsi or Coke: ROOT BEER!
    -- McDonald's or Burger King: Any place where the fries are hot but not dry. >.<
    -- Single or group dates: Never been on a real date.
    -- Adidas or Nike: Whatever fits.
    -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Is it cold? Then I don't give a fuck.
    -- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
    -- Cappuccino or coffee: JUST BEAN ME! *slams coffee mug on table*

    LAYER FIVE
    -- smoke: Nope.
    -- Cuss: All the time.
    -- Sing: Over your dead eardrums...
    -- Take a shower everyday: Yeah.
    -- Have a crush(es): Nope.
    -- Do you think you've been in love: ...maybe.
    -- Want to go to college: Yeah, might be fun.
    -- Like high school: ...food sucked, teachers sucked, so there.
    -- Want to get married: ...someday.
    -- Believe in yourself: ...most of the time.
    -- Get motion sickness: ...nope. I play Game Boys on buses!
    -- Think you're attractive: ...from the feet to the hips: lean beef. There on up: Fat city.
    -- Think you're a health freak: No, I just want to get THIN.
    -- Get along with your parents: Yes with my mom, I fight with my father every chance I get.
    -- Like thunderstorms: Hey, Odin, I'm trying to write! Go swing the happy hammer somewhere else!
    -- Play an instrument: Percussion- snare drum, bass drum, etc.

    LAYER SIX: In the past month...
    -- Drank alcohol: One half a beer on my 21st birthday.
    -- Smoked: Nope.
    -- Done a drug: Nope.
    -- Had Sex: ...I wish.
    -- Made Out: Nope.
    -- Gone on a date: Nada.
    -- Gone to the mall?: No.
    -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No, I'm laying off the fatness.
    -- Eaten sushi: Nope.
    -- Been on stage: No.
    -- Been dumped: No.
    -- Gone skating: No.
    -- Made homemade cookies: No
    -- Gone skinny dipping: .....ATTACK OF THE KILLER WHALE! RUN!!!! ...just kidding. No.
    -- Dyed your hair: No.
    -- Stolen anything: No

    LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
    -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: ...you're a strange little monkey, aren't you?
    -- If so, was it mixed company: ...see previous answer.
    -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope.
    -- Been caught "doing something": No
    -- Been called a tease: No
    -- Gotten beaten up: No
    -- Shoplifted: Nope.
    -- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope, I don't change. I just get thin.

    LAYER EIGHT
    -- Age you hope to be married: 30.
    -- Numbers and Names of Children: Depends if I get married.
    -- Describe your dream wedding: Out in the forest.
    -- How do you want to die: Surrounded by friends and family.
    -- Where you want to go to college: Michigan State, anywhere my friends are
    -- What do you want to be when you grow up: A writer, possibly.
    -- What country would you most like to visit: I'm going to see them all.

    LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl..
    -- Best eye color? Green.
    -- Best hair color? Blonde.
    -- Short or long hair: Hair down to her waist.
    -- Height: A small bit shorter than I am.
    -- Best weight: ...anorexics are out. I like them svelte and healthy.
    -- Best articles of clothing: Jeans. Tight jeans. *drool*
    -- Best first date location: Maybe at a ballgame or a convention, when we're both having a good time.
    -- Best first kiss location: Under the stars.

    LAYER TEN
    -- Number of drugs taken illegally: None.
    -- Number of people I could trust with my life: ...four. They know who they are.
    -- Number of CDs that I own: Seven.
    -- Number of piercings: None.
    -- Number of tattoos: None.
    -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Plenty, most recently for an article on fanfiction.
    -- Number of scars on my body: Many. Cat scratches.
    -- Number of things in my past that I regret: Plenty, but hey- it's about the future, right?
    9:46 am
    Hmmm....
    Went to the head-shrinker yesterday on my own request. Answered a lot of questions, found out I've got too much stress in my life, what with my sister, my future, everything. I explode online because I have no where else to do it. Her suggestion?

    "Take a trip, go on vacation, just get away from your normal surroundings."

    ...as if I didn't need a reason to go to Origins, Gen Con, and the Chicago Fan Faire for EQ.

    On another positive note- I fixed my own computer today! Those of you who read this (and I know there are a few of you out there...) know my computer's been acting up when it comes to sound. I've checked everything- run antiviral a couple hundred times, checked over the files myself, tried everything I could, until a friend of mine asks me if I've tried replacing the headphones.

    Duh.

    I plug in a cheap pair, and, well, what do you know- it's fixed. Mom burned a hole in the first pair with a cigarette butt by acident, it must have fried some of the circuits. These work fine.

    Well, I have more journeying to do- until the next time we meet, sayanora.

    Jason
    Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
    5:18 am
    ....., part deux
    ...I'm sorry, guys. I can't get up the courage to come and apologize to you face to face. I've said it before, and I'll say it again- I'm not one with a big pair of danglers when I REALLY fuck up.

    ...I'm going to disappear for a while. Until I can learn what the hell makes me do shit like this and stop it. I admire you guys too much to put you through another explosion, and I'm sick of myself acting like that.

    I mean, when I blow up over inane and selfish garbage like what I did, and call you guys names and say all that other stuff- I hate that part of myself. I want it to go away so I can be like I was before.

    ...I just hope you'll all forgive me for all the times I've put you through hell.

    ...I'll be around- just not as much as before. I owe MK, DK, everyone a HUGE apology. None of you guys suck- I do, for posting that.

    Well, maybe we'll run into each other out in the ether, but for now, it's time for me to shove off and go get help.

    Sayanora for now,

    Jason (that's right, I don't REALLY spell it with a y, heh.)

    Current Mood: determined
    Sunday, April 27th, 2003
    7:12 pm
    .......
    Lesson 1: Never EVER go into chat when you're feeling emotional and everything, or bleeding off stress.

    Lesson 2: Thou shall shut thine mouth if thou hast REALLY fucked up again.

    ...why is it I can't seem to follow my own lessons?

    ...I pulled a boner of amazing proportions. (Call Guinness, someone! This one's a record!) ...it was just me with about three hours worth of sleep running on Red Bull and cheeseballs.

    ...to put it simply, I lost my job the 25th. I've been taking an amazing amount of hours to try and save up for Origins or the EQ Fan Faire in Chicago or even Gen Con (since that's going to be in Indianapolis now), and after work on the 25th I got the news to turn in my nametag and to get my final paycheck.

    ...I was stunned, humiliated, and enraged beyond anything you've ever seen.

    I gave these people a more decent game shelf, and they just dump me. We had three copies of a game called "Cosmic Race" in stock. Ever heard of it?

    ...find a Game Players issue #88. Read the review, why it got 0% in the ratings, and why they classified it "The Absolute Worst Game of All Time".

    I kept a log of what games were rented on my hours- and I helped them gauge the rental habits of the community (heavy on action/adventure, followed closely by RPGs...) ...and he said he'd look over it when I gave it to him on the 24th.

    ...so, in other words, I was bleeding off stress, I really wasn't in a decent frame of mind (...when am I EVER in a decent frame o' mind?), and I took it out on you guys because I was slowly going delierious (sleep crazy, for those of you non-medical types) and ended up in a coma for the next five hours resting my head next to the keyboard, snoring.

    ...now if I can just work up the balls to go and face you guys in public again... I can see the scene now, heh...

    Me: ...okay, i know I really fucked up, and-

    Everyone Else: RAWR! KILL!

    (messy scene follows)

    ...okay, you guys really wouldn't do that. I'm just a bit anxious, heh. It's one of those things where you KNOW you fucked up when you first wake up- "...oh my fucking God, what shit was I on to post THIS?"

    ...I'll be around. I'll play EQ for a while and work up courage there. If interested, I play on EM server, and you'll find me running around the world.

    ...well, I'll hopefully see some of you tonight, provided I can get myself going for that.

    ......

    Current Mood: depressed
    Saturday, November 2nd, 2002
    12:59 am
    Me? A Dragon? Hmmmm...

    A TAN Dragon Lies Beneath!



    I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Tan Dragon on the inside. My Inner Dragon is the true draconic magic-user. Tans have been all but forgotten in popular literature, but that suits them just fine. They're slightly shy and spend most of their time in impassable mountain valleys. When feeling brave or adventurous, Tans use their shape-shifting ability to blend in with society. Given a choice, however, Tans still much prefer to be left to their own devices.



    I like to spend time devising new and interesting spells, and counting my gigantic treasure. My favorable attributes are longevity, security, magic, and reverence for life. To top it off, my breath weapon is a curious mix of Fire and Air. Just tell folks to watch out, like all Tans I've got a seriously short temper!




    Go figure. I save my temper for the people who deserve it.

    Like the moron who beat me out on a Breath of Fire II game with guide.

    RAWR!

    Anyways, I'm going up to Kalamazoo tomorrow. Look for the game.

    Again, RAWR!

    Jayson
    Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002
    10:03 pm
    Test Results
    Okay, if I'm really this messed up, why haven't the Men in White Coats with Comfy Padded Vans taken me away to ride the lightning?

    DisorderRating
    Paranoid:Moderate
    Schizoid:Low
    Schizotypal:High
    Antisocial:Moderate
    Borderline:Very High
    Histrionic:High
    Narcissistic:Moderate
    Avoidant:Very High
    Dependent:High
    Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

    -- Click Here To Take The Test --




    Yeesh.
    Monday, July 22nd, 2002
    2:43 am
    Why do I even bother....?
    Okay, question time. What do you call your friends who don't tell you about a campaign that they know you really want to play in, but let the deadline pass and THEN they tell you about it? I don't know, and I really don't want the answer to that question to be what's in my mind now.

    Let me explain. I've wanted to play BESM again for months, ever since our original campaign fizzled out when Technoprophet (a friend of mine) disappeared into the etherness of cyberspace. (I haven't heard from him since.) So, the legends of the fearless bounty hunters of the Raging Inferno remain that- legends that will never be told.

    Why? Because the GM of my campaign has made up another campaign because he feels the first is "incomplete" or something. That makes me wonder if he even really wants me playing.

    I count close to possibly eight or nine DIFFERENT campaigns going on among my friends. I'm in none of them. All of them are "closed".

    God, I hate that word. "Sorry, the campaign's CLOSED." It makes me throw a mental fit whenever I hear it.

    I'm not placing blame on Joe, Human, Night, or anyone else who runs a game. They're great guys, and I KNOW they wouldn't try to screw me out of a seat.

    It's just.... I know I played a lot of games at Origins. I played a lot of different systems. But playing with complte strangers is... well... strange. You don't know anyone. You don't know what kind of characters they'll run.

    They don't care if anyone else has any fun.

    From the three games I've played with my friends, I have nothing but large amounts of happy memories and fun times. Playing with complete strangers who would rather leave your guy for dead instead of using one of the medical packs you carry. I can count on my friends to insure everyone has a good time, and there's no time limit (three hours and forty-five mintes, PERIOD... the time is for generating characters AND running the events.) to get in the way.

    To sum it all up, I have more fun playing with my friends than complete strangers. I just get all crazy when someone tells me I missed a chance to play something. I'm like that. No wonder I don't have a girlfriend. (Heh.)

    Generally, guys, I'm not holding it against you, but throw me a bone here once in a while, OK? Even I need to play wit people I know once in a while.

    Current Mood: rejected
    Current Music: "Way Down The Line", Offspring
    Saturday, February 16th, 2002
    3:14 pm
    Hello again....
    Well, I know I haven't updated since the dinosaurs died, so I figured I'd give you all the shakedown of what's been going on.

    Life's been generally wierd. Sarah joined the Army, which surprised the hell out of me, and is leaving for boot camp in March, after which she comes home for two weeks, and then she moves away to South Carolina, so if I want to see her, I have to drive- what, a few thousand miles?- to just get a face-to-face "hello, how are you, what's up?" from her, which might be only once a year. That REALLY SUCKS DONKEY. I mean, she's been around ever snce I was one, and I don't really like the feeling of her being gone.

    Mom's said she plans to start working more, so it looks like I'll be spending quality time alone. At least I got a new car (Mom's old Lebaron convertible that smells like cat piss) so I can go up to Peter Piper Pizza and abuse the Star Wars and DDR machines there when I need a break.

    Yesterday, something happened with the computer. I was up most of the night fixing it, so I slept till about now.

    Sarah's out, Mom's sleeping... god, if this is what it's going to be like, then I hate it. I hate being alone.

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: "It's The End Of The World As We Know It"
    Monday, January 14th, 2002
    7:09 am
    Have you ever wished your life was a lie?
    I have. Especially right now. Reason?

    Family fight. ANOTHER one. On the same day as always. Why?

    Because my sister, having turned eighteen maybe close to six months ago, has had everyone (but herself) worried sick that she was hurt or missing somewhere by staying out until close to three in the morning.

    Anyways, tonight she came home at 2:30, talked online for half an hour, came into my room while I was playing a game, told me she was going to talk to her ex-boyfriend out in the driveway for a few minutes.

    Time passes. Four-thirty rolls around, and I have to clean up after a cat with diarrhea. I take the bag with the crap out to the trash- and my sister, her ex, and his van are NOWHERE IN FUCKING SIGHT. Apparently, she thought me too stupid to come out and check on her, or she lacked the decency to come in and tell me she was going to drive around with this loser (who I am paying a visit to later today.....).

    Mom wakes up for a glass of water near to five, and she finds out my sister is gone. I believe this night's qualifies for the biggest ever recorded on the Richter scale. And who is the LUCKY person who gets to catch all the crap? Lovable ol' ME. I catch it for everything my sister does- wether it's not doing her half of the dishes, or not remembering to buy cat food when she's out with her boyfriend, to her staying out until six in the morning with her ex.

    It never changes. She's always gone every time Mom's close to waking up, and I catch it because she's gone.

    When she FINALLY gets home, I'm right in the thick of it, because they start screaming at each other- Mom with the "who, what, where, when", and my sister with the "I'm eighteen, I don't need to tell you JACK SHIT!" routine.

    I'm sick and tired of this always happening. It's never peaceful around here- something's always got everyone riled up. My car's still busted, so I can't get out of here- not that there's that much to do in town this early in the morning- so I have to sit and worry through it all, and hoping I don't have a heart attack or something and die before the night is through from the stress.

    I can't take this anymore- I really can't. No mater howmuch I try to hide the strain my family life puts on me, it's starting to show.

    I just hope no one is around when it all lets loose.

    Current Mood: stressed
    Friday, January 4th, 2002
    4:15 pm
    What kind of Pokemon are you?



    What Kind Of Pokemon Are You?



    Heh. Just like me. User of all talents, master of none.
    Tuesday, December 25th, 2001
    6:58 am
    Survey Time Again!
    1. Your LiveJournal "user name": JaysonFour

    Explain what it means: Well, "Jayson" was taken, and I was tired of "two" or "three", and "four"'s always cool-sounding.


    2. The "name" that you chose to use (if not your USER name): Jay- the shortened version of my real name.

    3. Explain how you picked / why you selected the user picture(s) that you have? I don't have a picture yet.

    - The Stats -

    4. date of survey (because things will change as soon as you finish it): December 25, 2001.

    account type: Free User
    friends of (#): 1
    friends (#): 1
    communities (#): 0
    memories (#): 0
    Journal entries: maybe 20
    Comments posted: 4
    Received: 2
    Gando totalos of: 28

    - Your Journal -

    5. Why do you have a Journal page? Life's too short to not have one.

    Do you have a Journal page for yourself, your friends, strangers to know you, and/or everyone? It all works.

    6. Why did you pick LiveJournal (LJ) over another service or handwriting? Reccommended to me.


    7. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest) how well does your LiveJournal represent who you are? 8.

    8. How do you think your LJ represents you the most;
    Factually: It reflects my highs and my lows (mosty the lows, though.)

    Intellectually: If I knew, I'd publish a book and make tons of cash.

    Sexually: Nope. Sorry.

    Religiously: That's something I avoid discussing, too.

    Artistically: I just write.

    9. How much about your life do you post to LJ? Only when I fel I have to write something.

    there anything you refuse to post about? Yes.

    10. On a scale of 1-10 how interesting do you think your own journal is to others? 1/2.

    11. From who / how did you find out about LJ? Friends.

    12. Has anyone ever joined LJ because of you? Nope.

    13. How long have you been a member of LJ? Couple months.

    14. How often do you post to LJ? When I want to.

    15. What proportion of your posts are friends only? None

    16. What is your FAVORITE interest on LJ? None.

    17. What is your favorite community on LJ? None

    18. Have you ever learned anything new on LJ? Not to tease the monkeys.

    19. Has anything on LJ ever caused you to establish, rethink, or even change your belief or position on something? No


    20. How often do you respond / comment on other peoples journals? If I feel I have to, I comment.

    21. Do you prefer to write in your Journal, read other Journals, respond to others entries, or get responses to your entries? Read


    22. What's the longest you've gone without posting to LJ since the day you signed up? A week

    23. What's the longest you've gone without reading LJ since you discovered it? A week

    24. What is your favorite post you've ever made to LJ?
    No idea.

    25. What is your favorite post you've ever read on LJ?
    I dunno.

    26. What's the weirdest or funniest thing you've seen on LJ?
    Various comments made by people.

    27. Have you ever specifically asked a question for people to reply to in your Journal?
    Nope

    28. Have you ever tried to play the "trace yourself back through friends from a random LJ user" game? Nope.


    29. Have you ever played the "add a sentence to my post" game? No


    30. Have you ever lied/fibbed in your journal? No.


    31. Have you ever had something mean said to you or been stalked, harassed, or got into an argument/flame war on LJ (or did it to someone else)? Some dip flamed me.


    32. Have you ever banned someone from your Journal? No

    33. Has LiveJournal had any significant impact on your life? No.


    - Friends -

    34. Who are your favorite LJ friend(s) and why?
    Night, virtually anyone else who isn't deprssing.

    35. How many of your LJ friends are your friends in "real life" (you see them regularly)? None

    36. How many of your LJ friends have you actually met (but you don't see them regularly)? None.

    37. Have you ever e-mailed or I.M.'d someone you found on LJ? No.


    38. Of all of the people on LJ you know of, who is the most like you? Not sure.


    39. Who is the most intelligent or insightful person you know on LJ? Icy, maybe Sam or Night for a close second.


    40. Who is the most fun person you know on LJ? Sam.

    41. Who is your least favorite / most annoying LJ user or community? (WARNING: ANSWER AT YOUR OWN RISK!): No one.


    42. How do you USUALLY find new friends on LJ; Interests, Communities, Directory, cool name/username, reading someone else's friends page, they find you, or random selection? None of the above: A friend tells me they have an LJ. Heh.


    43. Why are you MOST likely to add someone to your friends list; Gender, User Picture, Specific Interest, Combination of Interests, Community, Geographic Location, Web Page, Specific Entry in Journal, Overall Journal, they comment in your journal, or they add you first? They comment in my journal.

    44. Do you automatically add friends to your journal if they add you first? Depends on who they are.

    What is the most likely reason you WOULDN'T add someone to your friends list? Piss me off at your own peril. That's how you get banned.


    45. Do you care if someone adds you to his or her friends list if you add him or her first?
    I don't care.

    Would you remove them from yours if they didn't? No.


    46. Are there any people's Journals (users / friends), communities, interests, or searches you frequent on LiveJournal that you DON'T or will not list in your user info page?
    No.

    - More than Friends on LJ -

    47. Is your "Significant Other" on LJ?
    Stay away from this question.

    If not, do they know you post on LJ?
    See above.

    48. OTHER than your S.O., who are you the most attracted to on LJ (those who think this question means an instant argument with your S.O. may pass on this question, if you don't have a S.O. just answer it)?
    I only know maybe six people on LJ, half of which are girls (and think I'm weird. Heh.). Besides, te chances of me getting an S.O. are very slim. Heh.

    49. Who is the sexiest person you know on LJ?
    I don't know.

    50. Have you ever fantasized about someone on LJ?
    Nope.

    51. Would you want to know if someone fantasized about you on LJ?
    Nope

    52. Would you date someone you met on LJ?
    Nope

    53. Have you ever wanted to meet someone on LJ?
    Those who I know, maybe.

    54. Have you ever actually met someone from LJ romantically (or otherwise) and hit it off (or not)?
    Not anyone I've met from LJ.

    55. Have you ever posted a naughty picture / post / story on LJ?
    No.

    - Technical LiveJournal -

    56. Do you prefer to post from a Client or the Web Interface? Which do you usually use?
    Website. I'm online.

    57. Do you use HTML to add extras to your entries?
    HTML is a foreign language to me.

    58. Is your LJ page customized (at all - even from template), template, or default?
    Nope

    59. Do you usually use the WinAmp music detector, add you music manually, or none at all?
    I don't

    60. How well do you know the LJ features and how to use it (e.g. do you know you could edit or delete old entries?
    I know how to do that.

    61. What is your favorite LJ feature?
    Posting

    62. What is your least favorite LJ feature (one that you would change or delete if you could)?
    None.

    63. What feature would you most like to see added to LJ?
    See above

    64. What moods would you most like to see added to LJ?
    More colors.

    65. "One day the directory will work again." How long until YOU believe until that day will come?
    When Al Gore PROVES he invented the Internet.

    66. On a scale of 1-100, rate the LJ for convenience, usefulness, and coolness factor.
    50

    Miscellaneous

    67. How many other surveys have you done on LJ?
    Too many.

    68. How does this survey compare to those?
    Ok.

    69. Do you think this last question was added solely to get to this number or not?
    I'm not surprised.
    6:47 am
    Let it Snow!
    Sheesh. Next time I say I want something, tell me to ask for hundred-dollar bills!

    Everyone at the Icybrian forum (found at www.icybrian.com ) has been getting an earful over how little snow we've been getting up here in the frozen tundra of Michigan. Well, they can take off the earmuffs.

    It's snowed. An actual Michigan-type "freeze the balls off a fur monkey" foot-deep snow.

    Guess who has to go SHOVEL the damn stuff?

    In other news... I have FFX. Yes, I should be praised for being one of the luckiest bastards this side of the Snow Belt. I'm currently looking for info on how to win at blitzball.

    Envy me, if you wish.

    (I'm taking this WAAAAAAY out of proportion, aren't I?)

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: "We Wish You a Merry Christmas"
    Friday, December 14th, 2001
    8:31 pm
    My family
    Hoo boy... another night in the hell-hole. Sarah's been butting heads with Mom over being home and out with her friends, and Mom seems to always get angry when Sarah's not home, no matter what. It's a wonder I'm still all right mentally- because I don't have a car right now. Mom won't let me use hers.

    Which means I get a front-row seat to the latest temper-tantrum tonight when Mom gets home. Trust me- it's going to be FUN. Nothing says "Friday Night" like listening to rants and raves from your parent. It seems no matter how much effort I put into trying to make her happy, it's almost like she ENJOYS beig angry at someone or something. Which means I may have to pull another disappering act into my room and hope to God that she dosn't scream loud enough to wake the neighbors.

    I know I'm running away from the problem- but what the hell else am I supposed to do? Sit here and take it? Yeah, good choice-if she wants a fight.

    I just don't know how to make her happy again.

    Current Mood: nervous
    Friday, December 7th, 2001
    4:49 am
    Hmmm.... Meow?


    Take the What Cat Are You? test by webkin!


    Meow. Go figure.

    -Jay
    Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
    3:39 pm
    Why am I not surprised?
    I am 52% ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.



    I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!


    Take the INTERNET-ADDICT Test at Fuali.com!


    Go figure. :4P

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: "White Mask Funk"
    Saturday, November 24th, 2001
    3:48 pm
    Another Survey
    Yes, I know I stole this from somebody...but do I care? Of course not!

    NICKNAMES: Jay, Jason, stupid-ass, lazy

    DRIVERS LICENSE: Had it for a few months.

    GRADE: Curently out of school.

    SHOE SIZE: Eleven and a half, soon to be twelve.

    GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND: Single.

    COLLEGE/UNIVERSITY: None yet.

    QUOTE: "Roads are just a suggestion- like pants."- Homer Simpson

    MEMORY: Sharp as a tack. Don't sit on my head, though.

    SHOES: A pair of well-broken-in Skechers. And I mean WELL broken in.

    PLACE TO HANG OUT: Lazer Land. DDR and Lazer Tag in one place. What's not to love?

    STUFFED ANIMAL: None. Except the old stuffed Big Bird Mom keeps on my bookshelf. -.-;;;;;

    KILLED SOMEONE: Nope. Sorry.

    CRIED: When I'm feeling down, which seems to happen WAY too often nowadays...

    DONE DRUGS: Caffiene.

    BEEN TO CHURCH: Not in a while, though I still pull out the Lord's book (a Bible) every Sunday and get lost in it.

    BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: Don't even mention accidents. I have the distinct honor of being the only person at a particular waterpark to crack up an old go-kart. Three times.

    LOVED SOMEONE WHICH MADE YOU CRY: Yeah, then she moved. Life blows.

    TALKED ABOUT SOMEONE: What are mouths for, if not for talking?

    SAID YOU'D EMAIL/WRITE/CALL SOMEONE AND NEVER DID: I haven't checked my Hotmail in ages. That count?

    SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND DIDN'T MEAN IT: Never.

    PLAYED A SPORT: Golfing. Three months ago.

    LOST A FRIEND: Lots of times.

    LOST A FAMILY MEMBER: My grandfather, six years ago.

    LOST A FRIEND OVER THE OPPOSITE SEX: This is why I'm single.

    STUBBED YOUR TOE: So many times it never hurts anymore.

    DELETED MAIL W/OUT READING IT: A second ago. Who thinks up all this stuff?

    WATCHED BARNEY: Not by choice.

    THE SKY WAS PURPLE: When I woke up at six.

    THE WORLD ENDED TOMORROW: What?

    IF YOU HAD A MILLION DOLLARS: I'd set up the ntions biggest hobby shop. ^^

    WHO IS YOUR ROLE MODEL: None.

    KNOWS YOU BETTER THAN ANYONE: Sarah, my sister. She knows me like a book.

    WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: My mom, checking in on me and Sarah. >.<

    KNOWS YOUR DEEPEST SECRET: No one.

    WAS THE LAST PERSON TO SEE YOU CRY: Sarah.

    WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY: Myself, as usual.

    IS CLOSEST TO YOUR FAMILY: Not many even KNOW I have a family here.

    IS THE EASIEST TO TALK TO: Nightsong.

    IS THE BEST LOOKING: I dunno. Sam, perhaps? (Being the only girl I know online here?)

    DO YOU TALK TO ONLINE BUT NOT AT SCHOOL/WORK: Too many.

    SENT YOU THIS: I took it. I'm a b-a-a-a-a-d widdle wobber, huh?

    IS READY FOR THIS TO END: Please.

    HOW MANY ANIMALS DO YOU HAVE: Fourteen cats and a box turtle.

    HOW MANY TOES: Ten.

    HOW MANY FINGERS: See previous answer, genius.

    HOW MANY TEETH: Too many that have holes in them, I think.

    HOW MANY SCREEN NAMES: Lots.

    HOW TALL ARE YOU: 6'1"

    HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE: I can't get to it before Sarah or Mom can.

    ANY TATTOOS: None.

    ANY SECRETS YOU WANNA SHARE: I'm really the Chicken of Vengance.

    RUBBER GLOVE: Hate them.

    ROCK: Question mark?

    WET: Damn stuffing.

    GREEN: Green's nice, especially when she isn't snotting all over the couch... (One of my cats.)

    CRY: Too much.

    PEANUT BUTTER: With chcken soup? GIMMIE!

    PAPER: I need another box of it for the printer.

    WHAT WAS SOMETHING YOU DID OVER THE SUMMER: Did jack shit except lose weight.

    WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO THIS LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY: Who cares?

    WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO THIS LIVE JOURNAL ENTRY: Once again, who cares?

    WHAT IS IN YOUR ROOM: Too many books.

    BEST DISNEY MOVIE: They all suck.

    DO U OWN A PAGER/CELL PHONE: Neither.

    FATE: Is what we make it.

    GOD: Of course.

    SATAN: Sorry, not me.

    OUIJA BOARDS: Cheez whiz.

    HOROSCOPES: "Can I have twenty dollars to tell you complete bullshit over the phone?"

    YOURSELF: Pig.

    DO YOU THINK THAT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR EVERYONE: It's a dual thing. We make some of it, and God tells us what we do in some parts.

    SCHOOL: Sucks big floppy donkey dick.

    SEX: Not yet.

    DRUGS: Caffiene.

    WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT: Ate too much food, ate half the stuffing.

    HOW IS YOUR DAY GOING: Better than usual, for once.

    WHAT WERE YOU DOING AN HOUR AGO: Writing.

    DO YOU ENJOY FILLING OUT SURVEYS: When I get bored.

    ARE YOU FRIENDLY OR NOT: Depends if you come across as an asshole.

    HAS A GIRL/GUY FELT ON YOUR BUTT TODAY: Nope.

    DO YOU ENJOY GETTING MAIL: Of course.

    WHAT IS YOUR TEMP RIGHT NOW: The only thermometer I have is a rectal.

    IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN: Not since we moved here.

    ARE YOU BORED YET: Yup.

    WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TOOK A TEST: A year ago.

    WHAT DID U GET ON IT: 96, surprisingly.

    DO YOU HAVE A NICE STOMACH?: A "root beer belly", I think.

    SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT YOUR MOM: She works so hard, and yet she still finds time for us.

    WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: Caddyshack.

    WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT IN THE SHOWER: Too much. I usually like to act out writing scenes in there, to see if they'd work.

    DID YOU MAKE A NEW FRIEND TODAY: Not that I know of.

    HAVE YOU BLED ANY TODAY: Cat scratches suck.

    ARE YOU HOT OR COLD: This is Michigan. It's permafrost up here.

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: "White Mask Funk"
    Tuesday, November 13th, 2001
    7:05 am
    AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!
    I just tried to start playing "Everquest". Yes, I went out and bought it. Only problem?

    I DON'T HAVE A GODDAMN 3D CARD IN MY COMPUTER!!!

    AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

    After all that asking, bothering, and annoying.... now I have to go and tell her we need a goddamn 3D card if I'm going to play.

    Son of a BITCH.

    -Jay

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: None
    Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
    3:20 am
    More Tests....
    I AM 18% GOTH.



    I wanna be a GOTH. But I'm not.
    Smoking cloves and too much eyeliner
    a goth does not make. I'll go home and take
    your Cure CD's with me.


    Take the GOTH Test at Fuali.com!




    I am 9% Raver.



    Have I even been to a rave? I'll go home. Loser. I suck. Actually, I am probably just a normal person taking this test and don't know why.

    Take the RAVER Test at Fuali.com!




    I AM 17% PUNK.



    It's not a fashion craze, or even a cool thing
    to do. I should just swallow it, get Lost, and take my friends
    with me.


    Take the PUNK/POSER Test at Fuali.com!



    Go figure.
    Monday, November 5th, 2001
    12:27 am
    Cats
    I can't count how many times I've had to haul Dat off of our resident mother cat tonight. In case you didn't know, Dat is one of my pet cats- and a bit too horny for his own good.

    Anyways, before I go any further, I'll shut him up in the bedroom so I don't have to watch him chase the other cats around.

    ************(five minutes later)********************

    As for everything else, it's all right. I just finished watching my first episode of "Cowboy Bebop" on Cartoon Network. I like it.

    I got much writing done tonight- most of it a letter to the local state representative who wants to try and censor the internet by making an all-new domain name (as if there weren't enough already...), to tell him if he pushes for this, the ACLU and everyone associated with freedom of speech will come down on his old dusty butt like a tornado.

    Plus I started playing a few old Super Nintendo games, read all my magazines again, and caught up with the asshole who (conveniently) lives near here, and proceeded to show him why it's not right to further piss off two-hundred and seventy pounds of pure writer. I think his nose should have stopped bleeding by now. ^^;;;;; (You know, Night, the one who wrote that comment the infamous "muffin" entry?)

    So, apart from making myself feel better, I got hooked on this "NeoPets" thing Sarah showed me. In case anyone cares, my user name there is skyracerjay . Come and look me up there sometime.

    I'm still waiting to see if my fic made it up to Icy's page. I'm kind of nervous, but I'm also honored to send something in finally.

    Let's see.... That's all for now. I don't think I caught that mIRC virus last night (having Win98 has it's advantages! :4))

    So, I'm outta here, catch you later, and don't forget the Christmas Cheez Balls, either.

    Jay

    Current Mood: creative
    Current Music: "The Man Song", 'The Bob and Tom Show- Greatest Hits'
    Saturday, November 3rd, 2001
    6:20 pm
    Ooooogh....
    ...Next time I come up with a great idea like mixing Green Squall and root beer, please shoot me. I have the caffiene equivalent of a hangover, it feels like, and it tastes (ick) like I have gas.


    Whoop-de-doo and an order of chili fries.

    So, I'm online, and every five minutes I have to rush off to the bathroom to make the neighbors think someone's got thier bass turned up way too high over here.

    Ugh. I need to go ask Mom to buy more Tums. This gas won't go away, even after two packs of travel-sized calcium tablets.

    In other (less gross) news...

    I'll be at the Icybrian chat tonight, so look for me if you want. Yay.

    Jay.

    Current Mood: hungry
    Current Music: None
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